Hate the way you look at me sometimes
It’s like I’ve gone and wasted all my time
Choking, folding, under disappointment
Feel like everything’s a sign
It’s happening again
Sat inside just
Wanting what I could have
But I feel bad
So I lay in bed joking
And I call that coping (ah)
Nothing’s changing
I wanna cry
Know I’m complaining
I spend my life just
Falling asleep to comic relief
And I’ll keep waiting
Worked hard, and act like that makes me
Entitled to someone else’s dream
Days just, go by, if it’s fate why am I
Scared of asking “are you happy?”
It’s happening again
Sat inside just
Wanting what I could have
But I feel bad
So I lay in bed joking
And I call that coping (ah)
Nothing’s changing
I wanna cry
Know I’m complaining
I spend my life just
Falling asleep to comic relief
And I’ll keep waiting
credits
from sunshower,
released October 20, 2023
Produced by Father Bobby Townsend, Talltale
Written by Tatiana Zagorac, Robbie Townsend, Laurel Clouston
Mixed by Father Bobby Townsend
Mastered by Railtown Mastering
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